CUTE, MY LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, MY EVERLASTING LOVE

Love, is not a taboo subject in my life. Bitter, sweet, love, grief, sadness, and joy I've felt. And all the same, ending with grief and betrayal, until I tired to love. Amid the heart fatigue, there is someone who is always capable of being a light in the darkness of my life, able to laugh when tears, could be a heart back, he was always there whenever I needed. It all started when I was still in vocational school, he was my senior in school. I had just entered, and he's one level above me. At that time somehow, I ran into him in the school corridor, at that moment I instantly fell in love. From there I searched for information to my classmates, and there happens to be one of my friends who knew him, then I asked for cell phone numbers, that night I immediately called him by the alias "Jamilah". We continue to communicate via phone without ever I let him know who I am. Until one day, when one of my friends visited my house and even tell him about someone I mention cute, enough CUTE not kyuwt (a nickname which I created for him at school, and all my friends know it). My friend was curious and asked who the real name, and I immediately told him. Suddenly he was startled, he said, "wow, I know him so well." I was just as surprised by him. Eventually I was invited to play house, that's where I start close to cute. Short story we did finally make a pact to date, until the day arrives we also went to the cinema, where we watched the movie "Laskar Pelangi". After watching we were eating in a place to eat. Delighted beyond measure could eventually close with him. The days passed, until now, today, this moment has been almost four years I close with him, until finally emerged feeling of affection on both sides. And until now we did not also establish the status of dating, stuck as friends, but intimate. He once asked me, whether I want to be his girlfriend, what remains just like this? I was only able to answer with the word "Whatever" cause for me, everything I do with him will always be wonderful. We love each other, sincerely. That's what we do not want damaged. He was afraid that if later we were dating, then one day off and we'll move away, we do not want that to happen. He will always be sunshine to me, whatever happens. And i'll always be his little angel. I am very fond of him after all he is. And I do not know how long this feeling lasts, and I hope will never end.